the body without it half-soul

Silence night recalling memories 

It tastes bittersweet 

I remember the last time I saw you

With the present in my hand

Become yours 

You were laughing and smiling 

And promised to me something

Then I start to put hope in you again

Broke all the promises that I've made to my soul

Minute by minute I wait

I can't sleep well

You come to my dream

I was awake till morning at that night

The night you made a vow 

Day has passed

You still not fulfill your promise

Sadly I still wait patiently

Am I a fool? 

Sometimes I wonder why I choose to be fell in love with you?

I don't even know why

But life must go on 

I shouldn't wait for you

It's like

Im creating adversity within me

Torture my mind and soul

I have to stop

Begin to create the boundaries 

Start to run

Runaway from you

Until finally I totally forget about my feeling for you

And behave like ordinary

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