if i

I read a story 

A successful young woman being a researcher in South Korea

I knew a story 

A friend that doing gap and got into the most prestigious university in this country

I heard a tale 

The woman who works on the high building that located in South Jakarta 

I wonder

Why the hell I kept proud of two of those 

Told everyone that 

I have a friend that studies in there 

I have a friend who works in there 

Sounds ridiculous

Of course me 

The one who overproud of other-self but otherwise I do it to my self

Cursing at the fate

Wondering what would i be if i be a bit privileged 

Why?

Can i be like them?

Ahem, a successful woman who proud of herself

No matter how achievement that i had 

It still not enough 

Coz i keep feeling to 

Doubting my self

Telling me

That im not that competent 

That im not that good 

I want 

To 

Be 

Proud

Of 

Who 

I

Am 

No 

Matter

How 

Best

Or

Worst 

Am 

I

I

Just

Want

Me

To 

Stop 

doubting 

My

Self

And

Shout

To

The

Universe

That 

I 

Could

Be

The

Sun

Of 

My 

Own

Self

--Juneunknown